high blood pressure
Monday, March 31st, 2008damn
damn
You know, the camera needs to be as focused as the idea.
Ever wondered how similar the map might be if one was colored based on religion, and the other based on how developed they are?
I wonder if there is such a map?
Thanks are already difficult to come by, so why the hell am I asking to be recognized for the things I’ve done?
I guess it’s not recognition for what I am now, it’s more that I do not want to be recognize for what I WAS.
Update your mental picture constantly. There will be people who will change for the worse, and there will be people who will change for the better. Don’t get stuck with your first impressions.
It’s always the case. I make a noise, T will ‘do’ something and try to justify it. But the problem will remain.
T will then go around justifying what she’s been doing, reasoning that it was the right thing to do, and complaining how it should never have been done the other way… again, the problem remains.
There was a time when I would help to solve the problems without her knowing, or even stop foreseeable problems (Alpha male behavior, I guess). But I am just so tired of justifying her justifications.
Just met someone who used to share a space with me.
I went up to say “hi”. He did a quarter-hearted “hi-umph”.
Huh? whatever.
Maybe he was just in a bad mood. Or maybe, things didn’t go as planned. Or maybe.. well, I should stop being finding reasons for people who thinks that the world should revolve around them.
Whatever.
As long as it doesn’t feel that way.
What happens when after almost 9 years of being together.
Things change?
Things change.