sometimes
Tuesday, August 25th, 2009sometimes, I have fantasies of being all alone. Fantasies that i indulge in as it seems like the next best thing to do.
aren’t fantasies meant to be indulged in?
Archive for August, 2009
to see the change
Tuesday, August 18th, 2009it’s hard to explain how it was like to have known a friend for so long for what he is, yet only realizing that he hadn’t known it himself. To me, it’s one of life’s mysteries.
“After searching for so long, this is always what I’ve wanted to do.” “You know, I’ve been dressing up since I was 8!”
Life comes back in cycles.
Below are images of this journey. It was all found during a preparation for a concert in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Gorgeous. Adventurous.
Sometimes, I should just be with the others to hear what they are saying of my performance so far. Sometimes, I really just shouldn’t care. So what if I were to just disappear tomorrow? Who knows what the next second brings? I used to think about who I am: “I am an introvert that’s really good at being an extrovert.” I’ll say.. I am becoming less and less of an extrovert. I am becoming more and more of an introvert. I am enjoying this journey of being older and wiser. Maybe it’s just me becoming who I really want to be - the quiet introvert who cares too much for the world and worrying about carrying all that weight by myself. I like to observe more than interfere now. I want to talk as much as I want to listen now. The things I experience and hear makes me understand what I’m going through is really a path well trodden. The new me should be carefree, and weightless. And happy.
something new
Tuesday, August 11th, 2009just develop what could be a new hobby. Moss growing! Though I suspect one of them is a lichen.. but i’m not professional, yet. 
This last one’s leaves are like seaweed.. this is the one I think is a lichen..
new series part 3
Sunday, August 9th, 2009had a moment of inspiration with this leaf from my garden.
and that rose..
new series part 2
Sunday, August 9th, 2009
Some of you who use the apple computer might recognise the screen saver!
new series
Saturday, August 8th, 2009decided to do a new series.
this should give readers a hint on what was done.With studio lights and all..
the all natural strip lighting
Friday, August 7th, 2009
Melting Rose and Phyllocatus
Thursday, August 6th, 2009Had this rose in my room that began to wilt in the most amazing way.. remind me of Dali (he of the melting watch and spoon and landscapes). Then a few days later, had this other plant that was kinda doing something like that.
offended
Thursday, August 6th, 2009Caught Frozen flower about a week ago, and was really, really offended by the audience.
Sensitive scenes where the King professes his love for his general were treated with rambunctious laughter. Scenes where the two of them are making out, giggles. And it was just about a great number of people in the cinema that reacted this way!
Gosh. The quality of audience needs to be improved!
sunny singapore, rainy singapore
Sunday, August 2nd, 2009
